fast forward

how the HELL is it already december? i'm not looking forward to this month. before you know it, it's gonna be 2010. birthday this wknd, company holiday party next wknd, a holiday potluck the wknd after, then it's freaking CHRISTMAS, wedding the freaking god damn day after, and then vermont for new year's. SHIT. 

i was all excited about christmas and decorating and baking cookies and jingle bell rock until i realized yesterday morning that it's going to be full speed ahead until 1/1/10. i LOVE LOVE LOVE christmas but i'm really not ready to deal with this right now.....so with that in mind, the only thing i want to talk about is how overwhelmed i am, and that can't make for a good blog post....